Todays been a day when i've felt relief, because everything has been peaceful and still. To be honest i've needed it, as I haven't had much of a chance to sit down and reflect on my life in the last few months. But i'm grateful because I got the chance to truly think about the good things God and my spirits have brought me.

This is because sometimes when i'm caught up in the act of living I forget to look at those things. Instead of appreciating what I have and what i've achieved, I look at other people and find myself lacking. I compare myself to them, imagine how they see me and end up losing to their imaginary perfection. But thats the thing people aren't perfect and most of the time I think we are all trapped in our own little bubbles, comparing ourselves to others and finding ourselves lacking.

But if their is one thing a number of my metresa have taught me, its that we should be ourselves. Or rather the very best of ourselves, because we're beautiful inside and out. And the God that we reach towards everyday made us this way, so we should remember it and be grateful.