Having a spiritual relationship with a mysterio can sometimes be alot like being romantically involved. When you first meet a spirit that you are close to its an incredible experience, I remember when I started working with La Sirena and how passionate I felt about serving her.
But any good relationship requires work and you can find that life can get in the way, for me this involved a number of factors that slowly began to put cracks in my relationship with La Sirena. A mixture of serving too many spirits, too much time spent in front of my PC, serving by rote instead of heart and a lack of artistic drive all led me to feelings of emotional disconnection.
So after the realisation that something was wrong, it was important for me to look at how I could repair our relationship. I started by setting aside a bit of my day to meditate on her and remembering when and how I had first connected with her. Finding time each day to pursue my artistic talents helped to restablish my bond with her. Finally putting her first and foremost amongst any spirits I served and remembering why I care about her so much helped me to overcome the problems I was having.
The thing to remember is that none of us are going to feel 100% passionate about our spirits all the time, we're all human and we all have doubts sometimes and thats ok. But if we can remember the love that brought us to our path, it might be enough to overcome those feelings and bring us back to God and the spirits we love so much.
Now if you'll excuse me i'm off to do something artistic...
