Todays been a day when i've felt relief, because everything has been peaceful and still. To be honest i've needed it, as I haven't had much of a chance to sit down and reflect on my life in the last few months. But i'm grateful because I got the chance to truly think about the good things God and my spirits have brought me.

This is because sometimes when i'm caught up in the act of living I forget to look at those things. Instead of appreciating what I have and what i've achieved, I look at other people and find myself lacking. I compare myself to them, imagine how they see me and end up losing to their imaginary perfection. But thats the thing people aren't perfect and most of the time I think we are all trapped in our own little bubbles, comparing ourselves to others and finding ourselves lacking.

But if their is one thing a number of my metresa have taught me, its that we should be ourselves. Or rather the very best of ourselves, because we're beautiful inside and out. And the God that we reach towards everyday made us this way, so we should remember it and be grateful.

Twenty twelve

Its been a little while since I last posted on my blog. This is because my life has been a little bit chaotic over the last month or two, but I feel like its been a good chance to reassess my life and think about what I want to do with it. This is also been a chance for me to look at how I respond to difficult spiritual experiences, as well as the knock on effects that it has on my life.


Its also been an exciting time for me; I've been learning new spiritual techniques, I'm about to undergo another spiritual initiation and I've been refocusing on key spirits in my life that I have allowed myself to get distracted from.


So it looks like 2012 might be an interesting time for me and hopefully a good time to progress, spiritual, mentally and emotionally.

P.S. Also hopefully no Apocalypses on the horizon...